only TWO more weeks of instruction....i have mixed feelings....the transition is
much more important than it was from high school to college....but im a
lot less excited...maybe because I was so excited to start
college...only to realize that life here isnt everything i expected it
to be....that this coming post-college experience seems less
exciting......maybe its because this transition is not as
abrupt...since i will still be coming back here after graduation to do
research through the summer =/......and do med school apps at the same
time =////............not much to look forward to...no new beginnings....it
feels surreal that my friends around me seem to be adults
already...getting ready to tackle a PhD or preparing to work for
various companies....while i feel like i have nothing to do that is as
meaningful or substantial....on one hand im glad to be leaving all
this...even though it seems like the four years flew by....and at the
same time i wish i could do it all over again, but in a completely
different way....something isnt right, and i cant put my finger on
it....
